It could also result from breaking the law knowingly or unknowingly and resulting in jail time. The support of others is critical at this time. You need to understand why these thoughts are disturbing you in the first place. We dont want to give Those are just 24 hour periods with an arbitrary number assigned to them. Copyright OCD-UK 2004-2022 ), what they really fear the most is the emotional state they associate with that event, and their actual worst fear would be experiencing that emotional state forever. Like what if Please contact the moderators of this subreddit if you have any questions or concerns. I am deeply ashamed of what Ive done (it But first, this section highlights a few strategies that might help you lessen your OCD fear of going to jail and other sorts of fears, too. It may have been why you have decided to click on this article. I often have intrusive thoughts about harming/killing myself, so much so that I have attempted it this past summer. "Please go find matching socks so people don't think we're neglecting you.". I get a visceral reaction. I had a polygraph test once. * Sometimes this requires teaching them how to exercise control (e.g., how to stop ruminating). However, it could also be because I don't want to upset the people around me, especially family and loved ones. I wisited doctor and I think this was right thing to do. By I visited one of these places got an awesome massage and the Extra thing. Additionally, they may use emotional reasoning where one regards their emotions as facts. This is where it all started. Secondly, the compulsions can be dangerous. Its a real fear, but this event in particular happened 4 years ago, and although everyone says that nothing is going to happen, it is still bothering me. For the next year I would go to one of these places about once every 3 months. You need to see this as OCD. So, rather than fearing what hasnt happened, its better to focus on your present. Fear-obsessive Thoughts Of Going To Prison? Ive had this one and it was about something i did nearly 20 years ago yet somehow it became a massive deal to me 20 years later. (I know its wrong and understand the severity) I had to go to court and everything. Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a mental health condition where you experience obsessive often uncontrollable anxious thoughts with frequent compulsions in response to those thoughts. Fear of getting OCD may result in a self-fulfilling prophecy. . Press question mark to learn the rest of the keyboard shortcuts, https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/. About a year ago I was hospitalized because I hadnt slept for 2 weeks straight because of anxiety and OCD. I get severe anxiety whenever I'm around the police. WebHave you ever feared for your life in jail? Its not always the case, so I would stop you there if youre feeling alarmed. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. Please read below for more information and resources about about OCD and the subreddit. But yet, my mind will then go in to "What If" mode (i.e. Only by stepping in and not stepping back will you begin to see progress. It's easy! And OCD is just one angle. I highly regret it, however, I am terrified of it happening again. It is extremly big. Yes! * An exposure may also provide an opportunity to disconfirm an expected negative outcome of a certain behavior, but RF-ERP does not see this as the primary way that exposure works. Still, yup, always afraid that I will somehow be breaking some obscure law or be accidentally on some list and just get disappeared. I realize that in UK and US CBT is a dominant school. Its the worst. I was off the entire winter again with a lot of time to overthink and worry. Oh my gosh, I CONSTANTLY have this, too!! Someone who is struggling with OCD, fear of blindness has constant fears an illness will lead to them becoming blind or visually impaired. Only time helps honestly. A smaller cohort of individuals with OCD, may also experience social anxiety. So, does OCD cause fear, or does fear cause OCD, and is OCD based on fear? Study the law, learn about scams and stuff so you will never ever fall under a victim or get in trouble because of ignorance of the law. For some though, the fear can be very overwhelming. I still sometimes think I'll end up in prison for some reason. Ideally this should be done with help from a therapist (or understanding what you're doing by reading about it yourself). so they know how severe things are and can help you work out possible options; even if the other meds are worse, there might be things they can do to adjust your current meds/reduce side effects/etc. The private prison industry is huge business here, and they lobby for more jailable offenses, to generate business. ivleo Visit our Anxiety Center to learn more about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD), Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD), Wholesomealive.com is reader-supported. I feel like I don`t know. I read books, I play games, but fear thought are "floating around". It`s like I must stay constantly vigiliant and supres So even if you think something is immoral, it doesn't mean it's illegal. So, the tiniest action thats typically insignificant may seem overly shameful and persist in an OCD brain. I CHOSE TO DO THESE THINGS. Keep reminding yourself that you can in fact commit these crimes and go to jail. Force yourself to go through with it, please. WebOCD/Anxiety/Fear of prison and Hell Long story might be hard to follow I dont know where to start, stay with me please. I can`t abstain from reading this because I am a professor of polittical science(, I am just tired of constant fear. And somehow the problems with criminal code fear me much more than rabies, HIV or even cancer. I always play out scenarios where I might have done something illegal on accident (going a bit over speed limit, messing up on paperwork, etc.) But you can`t go to secret serrvices and ask them: "guys, are you OK with my words or are you going to prosecute me?". There are many categories of OCD. For example, fear of getting dirty is an OCD disorder. That is what I fear the most: not being able to find a job, putting my parents in debt, and other things like that. The only problem is that in Russia you really can be jailed for political views. Ugh yes thank you. Besides, the tips mentioned earlier will also help. My husband cracks up (we laugh about it together. I used to think I was going to jail for using a fake name on tumblr.I didnt know it was OCD at the time so I let myself ruminate like crazy. But in the case of those with OCD, these thoughts can be very paralyzing. OCD symptoms are thus strategies that the person with OCD uses to protect themselves from their Core Fear, whatever that might be. Whenever you feel OCD really compelling you to do something (checking, counting, etc.) But there are many causes of testicular lumps, so although its natural to fear cancer until the doctor has assessed it it's unrealistic to assume the lump has to be cancer or to continue to worry once it's been checked out. But I accept that. I developed this obsession recently that involves me making some sort of mistake that I can not recover from and consequently fucking up my life. 2023 MH Sub I, LLC dba Internet Brands. What are your compulsions? I said nothig against Kremlin, but I can`t stop microanalyzing my words. he's super supportive) because any time we go to the Dr's they must be bathed and perfectly dressed/cleaned. I haven't been 100% moral in my life and I often stress about being 100% clean and pure in this respect and since it's nearly impossible to live life this way outside of a convent, I get very paranoid and worried about. Linds: thanks for the advice. These thoughts may be because of OCD, which is short for obsessive-compulsive disorder. Fear of my kids being taken away is a big one for me too. I'd just go ahead and keep your travel plans how they are. Fear of contamination (germs, viruses) 2. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. I worked on shuting this thoghts for days and just one analitical article returned all this fear and obsession. The best I can do is to go by my therapist's word that I've done no wrong, and that the "victim" seems to be fine and even told methat I've no need to apologize. what ifshe was in denial and finallysnapped , what if she finally remembered things that I couldn't remember) and decided to press charges? The good news is that once you stop trying to get certainty through reassurance the anxiety does go away. But I've never acted on then, don't intend to, and decided to worry about killing people when I actually do it. That means when those thoughts come up, instead of ruminating, just say, You know, I cant be certain about what will happen. Do you ever fear losing control? It was one of the worst experiences of my life for this reason. Research evidence suggests that people suffering from mental health conditions like OCD are more likely to be victims than actual perpetrators.. Web01 Julien has OCD and suffers from fears of developing another mental condition, like schizophrenia, and being institutionalized. I`ve read on the Internet that Kremlinis going to apply much more pressure on the opposition this year and I got scared much more. The thing is, that you can recover from OCD and medicine is not a necessity to do so. If you want to recover there is no easy steps. And though I position myself as "pro-Kremlin expert" (though I try to remain as much scientist as possible), I still fear this scenario much. Hi everyone. I failed a very basic test to be a low level worker at a steel plant (Very bad at math). Wholesomealive is an online healthcare media publishing website. Of what exactly are you afraid? OCD makes you forget probability and focus on even the smallest possibility as a massive threat. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. I do the same thing and thats why it freaks me out! I am deeply ashamed of what Ive done (it happened 3 or 4 years ago), and I recognise that, although I was a clueless teenager, I did something extremely stupid. Though doctors and dentists are the most common objects of medical-related fear. But having these thoughts can nonetheless seem scary and evoke more fear. Xanox and sort of. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. And most of the things on that list I was like 15 and didnt know better, but Ive just accumulated so much guilt and fear I guess I assume the worst will come of everything. While most people would describe their worst fear in terms of a concrete event (e.g., losing a loved one, going to jail, losing all their money, getting cancer, going to hell, etc. As you get better at facing your anxiety and not giving in to compulsions you can reintroduce these activities to your life. I have the fear of going to prison pop up as well. 02 While he still struggles at times, he's developed habits that allow him to cope with his OCD on a daily basis, such as meditation, staying active and using humor to address his thoughts. WebYou can't go to jail unless you commit a crime punishable with jail time. Finding a lump on your testicle definitely requires a visit to the doctor to get it checked out. This is their Core Fear. It might, or it might not be the case. So, you may also wonder, does OCD cause phobias?. By then you will understand how compulsions maintain OCD and be equiped to manage the thoughts without anxiety. I know it's a compulsion, and a part of me knows that I will always be doubtful, but I feel as if I have a moral obligation to do so somehow. I am scared for the whole week and I need support and ideas how can I cope. How to Be More Aware of Your Surroundings? I feel like because they are technically three number sixes upside down, that it is somehow immoral. Hemophobia: Fear of blood Latrophobia: Fear of doctors. YOu are right, it basicaly boils down to fears of loosing control, and family etc. Again they are going through an adjustment to a new norm. They are so terrified of what could happen if they didnt do these strategies that they lose any sense that they have a choice about whether they do. I started taking Luvox. While simple explanations leave a lot out, I hope the above will serve as a starting point for discerning the coherency in OCD symptoms. Do not copy or redistribute in any form! Do you have a fear of going to jail or OCD? Once you've identified your compulsions you need to practise NOT doing them when the scary thoughts come to you. The thing is, that you can recover from OCD and medicine is not a necessity to do so. And longest. I recently visited Youtube channel wich is opposite towards Kremlin. Now, since I can't give you a diagnosis because I'm not a doctor and since I can't give you reassurance either, ask yourself how much this has impacted your life the last few weeks. People with OCD are afraid of making a mistake that they cant take back, one that would lead them to experience their most feared emotional state forever. Somehow I started beiing afraid of russian police (or secret services) more than I am afraid of cancer. I was pretty much a human forklift. And once you go through all of this, I hope you come back for more: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FauaBJGZtNk, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFQ8Ub_TD78&t=0s, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGyW1Rp1Y2g&t=0s. Hi I also struggled with prison OCD, feel free to PM me. You know it's an OCD (unrealistic) fear when checking it out and getting reassurance still leaves you feeling doubtful. Like, Im 99% sure I havent done anything to be thrown in jail for, but its still my second biggest fear. If you suffer from claustrophobia, you might dread CT scans, MRIs and other tests that require confinement. I immediately assume that I've done something wrong and that they're going to haul me off to jail or kill me. I've been having dreams about doing something illegal. This has also evolved into my kids being taken away too. Especially the 1st few days. I used to worry about being wrongly arrested for a crime I didnt commit and being sent to jail. My hands get clammy, my heart races, etc. My brain swears "they" are coming for me. Better to not want to kill or maim, but sometimes not acting on thoughts is the best we can shoot for. Finding a lump on your testicle definitely requires a visit to the doctor to get it checked out. But there are many causes of testicular lumps, so Many people think that OCD symptoms are random. But I actually imagine spending time in prison and how I'll manage my OCD (Contamination) in prison. Ruminating? It's a very scary thing :/. I don`t get why medication is not working properly, why I can`t get rid of this "swarm of fear thoughts", The thing is that my psychiatrist believes that OCD is only part of the story and that in general I have a shizotipical disorder. I am 20 years old, and have been suffering from OCD for almost 8 years now. I visited Youtube channel that often criticises Kremlin. Other times it just requires helping them to do things, or not do things, despite how terrified they are of the potential consequences. (For example deleting your youtube post was a compulsion.) OCD/Anxiety/Fear of prison and Hell. It's easy! I realize that this is irrational. Yes is the short answer. Hence, if you are wondering what if OCD fears come true, I suggest you not read too much into these thoughts. Do you ask yourself a lot of what ifs? My obsessions revolve are harm, so fear of doing something bad or illegal resonates with me. Fear of acting out may be most prevalent in the following obsessions: Aggression - thoughts of harming others or of harming oneself Sexuality - thoughts of changing orientation or of engaging in unwanted sexual behaviors Religion - thoughts of violating religious rules Morality - thoughts of engaging in immoral behavior This Is Where My doc says that my OCD is a symptom of more general shizotypical disorder and so meds are more important than anything else. If someone decides to do something wrong that is illegal, abandon them. Fear of going to jail OCD describes an irrational fear of going to jail. Same with you, wanting to go and ask the secret services for reassurance only maintains your belief that getting jailed is a likely outcome of this. Having someone you can talk to can be a blessing in many ways. CBT can teach you to see your obsessions in a new light and overcome your compulsions. Like Ill catch myself defending myself in my head against people that arent even real lol. Most of us have at least once felt the urge to bend the law at some point in our lives. Ive switched the doses and Im down to 50mg every other day and I still have crazy fatigue. I relate to the secret list. I had an amazing, beautiful girlfriend who was very supportive that I did not live with at the time. I'm not asking for a diagnosis but could this potentially be a form of OCD? There have been several times in the last few months where friends would suggest we do something soon and I think, "Well I'll be in prison by then so what does it matter?" The wonderful u/froidinslip has written an invaluable post to help you navigate this time: https://www.reddit.com/r/OCD/comments/q4zeo1/please_read_this_before_posting_about_feeling/ You are not alone, and you have options. The obsessions and compulsions that characterize OCD can center around different themes. So, do OCD fears come true? Dude, I have this too! I understand sometimes people really do get jailed in Russia for their political views, but ask someone with fears of bacteria and they'll say the likelihood of illness is real, people with responsibility fears will say they 'should' feel responsible and so on. Its often so because they feel embarrassed about their condition. When I used to do these searches, I told myself it was to prove that sort of thing doesn't really happen but I end up convincing myself I'd be the first. I think that it depends on the subjetive experience you're having due to these thoughts. The person with OCD is like someone with a gun to their head. Even if you get temporary relief the doubt (and fear) always returns soon after. The person with OCD avoids doing anything that could potentially lead to their Core Fear (avoidance), and feels compelled to do things to protect themselves from their Core Fear (compulsions). However, there is a general recurring theme that characterizes the disorder. I don't quite know how because they are based on real events that happened. But 4 steps idea make a lot of sense to me. I imagine how I will do things in jail and then I overthink like wait does that mean its happening?? Most people So, its okay not to panic when you get these thoughts. They may have some of the same treatment options. WebIt is important to understand that OCD can make a person uncertain about the most basic things that they think, see, hear, touch, or experience otherwise. But if theerapy isn't on offer then all you can do is read the self-help books and try to apply it as best you can yourself. I feel like I just spend so much time disregarding the things that life offers me because of my obsession! Re: Pure-O: Scared of PrisonPlease help. A subreddit dedicated to discussion, articles, and support regarding OCD. It appears you have not yet Signed Up with our community. I got a ticket for throwing a cigaretter out of my window when I was 19. My Phychatrist told me that the other options of meds have worse effects. OCD is crippling if you leave it without treatment. I wish I never wisited that Youtube channel and never spoke for it. I don't think anyone has said this yet but you need to address the numbers thing. I used to also think the same about suicide - in so much as I'll end up taking my own life. Bizarre thoughts are common in OCD. I have had simular fears before but only because I am clausterphobic, and worry what I woudl do if I couldn't get out. Usually I wrote only scientfic papers - youtube format was new for me and I was ready for it. I have an obsession with obtaining a criminal record and therefore sabotaging my career, as well as going to jail. This particular therapy option seems to be effective for 70% of the cases of OCD and complex PTSD. Because your thoughts are fear-based, its important not to avoid them. First step is to identify your compulsions and label them as compulsions. It was awful. 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